Thank you for apologizing, actually. Thank you for removing my name as well, I just really don't want to be mentioned anymore in this whole entire drama. A lot has been happening right now towards me and it's making me so freaking stressed, harassment, full stalking and everything . And yeah, I have a lot of reasons why I hate pros and darks. Mainlybecause me and my friends got harassed very badly because of them, one of them saying that they were a pedophile a very while back and more. Including past experiences. Anyways thank you for actually apologizing, that was nice of you. He probably can tell that guardian is making me reply again too.

thanks for saying tha, it means a lot honestly.. i dont rlly feel okay most days. it feels heavy all the time n i dont know how much longer i can keep holding it in. i kno you care n that makes me feel a lil less alone but it still hurts so bad. im so tired of pretending im fine when im not or that I'm always seen as some type of villain even though I'm trying to get better. i wish i felt strong but i dont. i feel broken most of the time, still. ill try. cuz you asked me to. even if its hard Tysm, clay. The seriously makes me want to cry

I WILL PROBABLY CRY SO HARD BUT BE SO HAPPY MAN 💔, you are so cool and comforting man!!, I am so glad I have met you, really!! I never thought I will find someone so special and kind again and yet I did, it was you <3/p

Come on bro you can say something better than that?? That comeback has been here since 2018 and lower!, it's literally the lamest way of telling people to "fuck off" lol.

Okay FUCKING first of all, don’t you *ever* wish my damn alters dead. At least my alters are freaking REAL. LITERALLY the whole time I was with you, I never saw a single sign of DID, not once. Half of the time it just felt like you were acting, honestly. And let me remind you: it takes months, even years, to actually form an alter. So don’t come for me or my system when you can’t even keep your own lies straight. That’s beyond disrespectful. That alone shows how disgusting and hateful you really are. You think that’s some kind of insult? No, that’s you showing your true colors. Like, what exactly are you even trying to get out of this? For what reason are you coming at me this hard? If you wanted to “expose” something, the one thing you could’ve done from the very beginning was be upfront and say: “hey, I’m a pedophile.” Guess what? I would’ve left immediately, cut ties, end of story. But instead, you decided to pretend, to be my friend, to stick around, and then when you finally admitted it, you had the audacity to say, “we can still be friends or whatever.” WHY in the hell would I stay friends with someone who openly ships kids with adults? Do you even hear yourself? That’s not some “oops, sorry” mistake, that’s straight-up disgusting behavior. And another thing, leave Vinny the hell out of this. He literally did nothing wrong to you, nothing to deserve being dragged into your little meltdown. He already apologized to me MULTIPLE times for things he said in the past, I accepted his apology, we moved on, end of story. You don’t get to keep holding that over his head when it’s not your business. Also, let me make this crystal clear: STOP misgendering him. He is NOT a she. You don’t get to be disrespectful and then pretend you have the moral high ground. Now as for me? No, I haven’t forgiven you and I never will. You constantly criticized me for things you knew I already struggled with, like calling me “over glazing” or “too sensitive.” Do you not realize how cruel that is? I’m fully aware of my flaws, I don’t need you pointing them out like some kind of insult weapon. Yes, I care about people deeply, yes, sometimes I attach too quickly , you know what that’s called? Being human. And instead of respecting that, you twisted it to attack me. That’s beyond low. Maybe get a reality check before you start talking SHIT about someone’s mental state. Let’s not forget. I was physically uncomfortable around you. Do you understand how bad that is? The fact that you admitted to having a crush on me while I was *already* in a relationship, one I made very clear to you over and over again, was beyond inappropriate. It made me feel weird, unsafe, and disrespected. You didn’t just cross a line you erased it entirely. And let’s not pretend you didn’t talk SHIT about my friends too. Because you did. Repeatedly. You went behind people’s backs, you spread negativity, and then tried to play victim when it came back to you. So honestly? If anyone here is “disgusting,” it’s not me. It’s you. You can keep trying to throw cheap shots and pretend like you’ve won something, but all you’ve done is show everyone exactly who you are. And believe me. that’s not someone anyone should want to be around.​ You’re not exposing me, you’re exposing yourself. And honestly? That’s the only entertaining thing you’ve ever done.

Thank you so much for saying that, love. I really needed it. Lately I’ve been feeling a bit lost, questioning myself and wondering if maybe what people say about me is true. Your words felt like a warm hug in the middle of all that doubt. You reminded me of who I really am, and that means everything. You always see the parts of me I forget to love. Thank you for believing in me, even when I struggle to believe in myself. I love you so much, and I’m really grateful you’re here.

ALWAYS AND FOREVER !! :3